13052011

just missed him a lot,and am out of control for a lil while
face was immersed with tears.
cried again loud of my heart.
and i just realised that the method i used to heal myself is not working at all.
just realised i was still putting hopes into it.
i hate emo-istic.i hate showing sad faces to others.
but im the one who is showing sad faces all thetime.
i hate that a lot,but it's kinda out of control.
i never remember how strong i used to be
i never remember how i comfort others when they're having same prob
until ong ee von reminded me.
i gotta live my life even better without him.

i was still lying to myself.
there's an ulser here in my heart,
ignoring it wouldn't heal,
but sprinkle some salt on it,
it's painful but heals faster.
yes,
from now on.

I PROUDLY DECLARE MYSELF:

SINGLE BUT UNAVAILABLE.

a man worth me crying wouldn't make me cry right?

hadn't have colours in my posts recently,and now i wanna fill my life with more colours.

i wanna create more first times without you,oh ya,back to my flirty life again.*blinks*

lastly, i ♥you all.sorry for making you all heart break for me.