Monday, May 9, 2011

090511

it's 9th again today.
HOMA if we're still sticking together.

waking up in the morning,
in a half awake condition.
but was such a sober when i thought of the date.
forcing myself to recall the memories.
i found that i'm actually better now.
i wasn't really missing you
but im missing the memories,the happy moments and the warmth.
but what i'm afraid of is,
i will have to go through the days like in april again.
i'm afraid to miss you like last time,
i'm afraid to worry you in the middle of the night,
i'm afraid to cry in the midnight cause of losing you.
i'm tired now,i just want a normal life.
i sometimes even think like this,
would i do better if there's second chance?
can i turn the time back?



will the history repeat?

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