*fucking perfect

i really have no idea why am i like that nowadays.
so exhausted, both mentally and physically.
after i've watched pink's fucking perfect video ,(sorry i cant find the videos)
i feel like im having the same case with the character.

i have low self esteem nowadays.

i have no angelic face.

i have no photogenic face.

i have no attracting curve line.

i have no money.

i have no excellent result.

i have no pretty dresses.

i have no attraction.

i have no talent.

i'm fat.

i'm ugly.

i'm stupid.

i'm poor.

im not sure is it cause by that incidence or what,but one thing im sure.
i no longer shine like how i used to.
i no longer dance and leap when i walk.
it's so difficult for a perfectionist to accept non perfection.
i hope to be omni-talented.
but, im always just nobody to anyone and nobody to anything.
am i lost or what?

god,pls lead me a right path.

i wanna be perfect.