sillyness

i was so enjoying doing my nails job.

i remembered that i liked his repost status the other day.

so,i go and checked out of it.

just to see if there's any comment he left.

but, there's nothing.

nothing left.

he deleted the status.

hey,i'm a girl and i took my first step.
it's not my fault actually.
i tried to discuss with you of our problems.
i tried to solve it.
i tried to untangle our unargued-settlement.
but you're the one who never tells what happen.
i told you that i wanted to keep a long besties friendship with you.
and honesty is needed.
but you refused to confront it.
you refused to settle it.

okay fine.

i'm one kind of if i be nice to you and you just ignore me.
then i will keep quite and stop begging you as if i'm your servant or what.
and one of my weakness is i'm just too soft-hearted.
i'm tired of ignoring someone whom i still care.
again and again.
i can't stand this kind of feel anymore.
i don't want to repeat this kind of senario
where i will still cry for losing a friend in the midnight.
so i took the first step.
i thought there will still be a chance.
getting back like the olden times.


but how could you do that to me?
do you know how CRUEL you are ?
you broke my heart.
and you broke our friendship.
it just ended here.
nothing.nothing left to be remembered.

see,how silly and naive am i.